Life is remarkable yet unmistakable.

LIfe in general is unremarkable we wonder around this life aimelesly most of it waiting for something of a higher power to over take us. but yet we still continue to hope. still continue to drive on in some form or fashion even the most lost individuals of this world are continuously driving on.
i hate my writings they always end up loosing fire after the first few lines.
anyway topic: apocolypse though no man of this world knows when where or what form all we know or we think we know is the end is near but maybe it is not i mean God makes himself known to us everyday that we are able to breath and have life he could take anyone out at any moment of any day. There is no promise of tommarrow we need to cherish one another and live every day like it was our  last i mean if when you lay your head down at night ask yourself is the actions you did that day make you proud?? cause if your answer is No then you best start living right. that is what i tell myself each day i go to bed and since i have been proud of the day for the majority. i mean i have always been a skeptic over religion in general, i have sinned, questioned every aspect of christianity how man put the Bible on paper and man makes mistakes so there has to be false information in it for example how man are above women, but then i realized that 12 different men in different locations that could NOT contact each other all wrote the same exact thing. that is not coinsidential that is the power of the lord. i mean what happened to churches???? growing up and going to church people would jump up shout praise rejoice with each other the alter was always full but now it is almost if people are afraid of feeling something truely real. and yea there are run on sentences and gramatical errors all up and down this page but who cares, because this writing to me is a symbol of people different not exactly right but that they should not care about what people think of them as long as it is pleasing unto the lord in their actions he will provide. I aint rich by no means i dont always get what i want but the lord always has provided us with what we need. so to anyone out there i hope that this had helped and if you want to criticize anyone for believing in god then there is something wrong with YOU> Everyone: dont hinder the spirit! If the Lord is leading u to say or do something you need to do it. and if you arent right with the lord then there aint no time like the present we dont have the promise of tommarrow. Who is holding your hand! If this message has helped one person then i have done what the lord needs. LOve to all Hope for many that they dont lift there eyes up in the pitts of Hell.
-love always-
manda
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-manda-

I have an Online Store!!!!!!!

Okay so i have an oline store now MeMei's Market!!!! I want everyone to go to it and tell your friends i only have some products on there right now. but if you are in the nancy ky area i also do fundraisers and such so tell yourfriends http://www.freewebstore.org/MeMeis-Market that is my oline store i am in the process of getting my own domain and we all know tat takes time but for now that is the link to my store so everyone please copy and paste everywhere. 
Some of the products on there are for Halloween, all those items are 30% off And all Jewelry is 50% off and no sales tax!!!! so go check it out please leave coments so i know if i need to change it up or whatever,
thanks and everyone have a great day!!!!!!!!!

-manda-

Is the Grass really Greener??

Since i was 9 yrs old i decided my dream in life. It was to have a good husband, a couple of kids, and a farm. well ive accomplished almost all of those things minus the farm. We live on farm land just dont have any animals to tend to.
I gwave birth to a beutiful baby girl 8 weeks ago, and i have an amazing 4yr old boy(hes actually my stepson but he's my baby) currently im a stay at home mom its more beneficial financially for us for me being at home opposed to the job that i had. And ive always wanted to be a stay at home mom but im having difficulty coping with being totally financially dependant on my husband considering ive been on my own financially since i was 16 yrs old. Im feeling down about not pulling my own weight financially and not having my own money. so today i took a plunge and signed up with SMC a company that has a warehouse full of products and i sell the products it will be a couple of days before i can get started. But if anyone has heard of it, or anything feedback would be great i will post my website when i get it up and running should be monday.
But idk i guess this is me reaching out to the outside world for some advice from other stay at home moms who are coping or have had to deal with the same things i am currently facing.Idk sometimes i feel as though ive made a mistake by opting to stay at home but i am being here for my kids and getting to spend time with them and i am thankful for that and we really have been blessed and are doing ok with finances but y do i still feel like i dont matter and im useless?? my husband is totally supportive of everything that i want to do so it has nothing to do with him putting me down or anything. but if anyone has any collective feedback on any of this blog please comment. Or its just like im talking to myself on here.
-love always-
Manda
p.s:Good luck to all with anything your heart tells you to go for.