Since i was 9 yrs old i decided my dream in life. It was to have a good husband, a couple of kids, and a farm. well ive accomplished almost all of those things minus the farm. We live on farm land just dont have any animals to tend to.
I gwave birth to a beutiful baby girl 8 weeks ago, and i have an amazing 4yr old boy(hes actually my stepson but he's my baby) currently im a stay at home mom its more beneficial financially for us for me being at home opposed to the job that i had. And ive always wanted to be a stay at home mom but im having difficulty coping with being totally financially dependant on my husband considering ive been on my own financially since i was 16 yrs old. Im feeling down about not pulling my own weight financially and not having my own money. so today i took a plunge and signed up with SMC a company that has a warehouse full of products and i sell the products it will be a couple of days before i can get started. But if anyone has heard of it, or anything feedback would be great i will post my website when i get it up and running should be monday.
But idk i guess this is me reaching out to the outside world for some advice from other stay at home moms who are coping or have had to deal with the same things i am currently facing.Idk sometimes i feel as though ive made a mistake by opting to stay at home but i am being here for my kids and getting to spend time with them and i am thankful for that and we really have been blessed and are doing ok with finances but y do i still feel like i dont matter and im useless?? my husband is totally supportive of everything that i want to do so it has nothing to do with him putting me down or anything. but if anyone has any collective feedback on any of this blog please comment. Or its just like im talking to myself on here.
-love always-
Manda
p.s:Good luck to all with anything your heart tells you to go for.
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